Hey there!

  • I'm Tiffany, obviously. I'm insecure, I'm immature, I'm a true teenage girl. Despite my so-called popularity, I don't have a lot of friends at all. I only truly care for about two friends of mine and that's because they've done a lot for me. I'm a hypocrite, you're a hypocrite, the world keeps spinning. I'm a liar, you're a liar, nothing's different. I'm not perfect, I've got flaws, but that's what makes me, me, right? Yeah, right. Whatever.

My blog :]

Friday, 16 September 2011

  • Curtis Michaud.

    I miss you so much. you were the one I could turn to whenever I was having one of those days. When everything was going wrong you were there to make things right. I got so drunk with you, and my very first hang over was also with you, and I loved it. You were my strong pillar whenever I felt weak. You were there to support me and jelp me with my crappy life. You were a breath of fresh air to me, and I miss you so much. 

    I love you like a brother who took care of me when I was at my worst.. Now I'm at my worst, and no one is here to help me.. You're not here with me, and I'm hurting so much..

    I wish I could hear your voice and see your bright blue eyes. I don't know if you'll ever talk to me again, I hope you do though.. Please come back to reality soon, I can't take much more of this darling.

  • It's Friday!

    and I'm pretty excited.

    I've had a pretty hectic week. Pretty emotional. Ups and downs. I had really great and awesome days. But I've lost a lot of friends. I lost my greatest friend that I have gained in a matter of a few hours. I just can't wait for this week to be over..

Wednesday, 14 September 2011

  • About Monday.

    If you're here to judge.. Clear off..

    I got so drunk a few nights ago. and I was terribly hung over the next day.

    It's something I wouldn't do again though. I don't see the joy and happiness of being so shit-faced you can't remember anything and you have a terrifying headache the entire day and you're ALWAYS TIRED. XD. I need a good night's sleep! 

  • Oh Goodness.

    I feel like a horrible blogger. I should. I haven't really updated my blog in ages.

    Well, I'm in college now, Houston Baptist university. I'm awfully hungry right now too. 

    I should actually have a purpose for my blog. 

    I've been doing well with my book report.

    Well..

    Tumblr, Facebook, e-mail, and Xanga.

    :) YAY!

Friday, 01 July 2011

Wednesday, 26 January 2011

  • Easy girls, Easy flow

    I'm really lagging back on my school work. I'm just relaxing, totally not stressed for now. Nothing seems to be worrying me, and I'm so happy for once. Finally, I'm at a point in my life where I'm almost completely satisfied with myself. I feel like I'm at ease, like I truly have nothing to worry about anymore.

    Wrestling season is almost over, it's coming to an end. It's an end of something I don't want to end just quite yet. People ask me if I hate wrestling because of the earliness and because of all the work. I think it over, and even though I complain sometimes, I can truly say that I love wrestling. I wouldn't take any other sport over wrestling. If I could, I would wrestle before and after school. It's something that keeps me healthy, keeps me in shape, keeps me comfortable with myself. I've never felt so at home, and here I am.

    I'm turning 18 soon! It's an exciting thing, being able to buy cigarettes, going into a lingerie shop, and go to the doctor all by myself if I ever need it! No I don't smoke, just a little fun thing to say, chill guys. I don't plan on going in a lingerie shop, Victoria's Secret is as close as I'm gonna get to anything kinky.

    Prom is fast approaching, and so is graduation.

    I'm excited!

    I'm scared.

    I can't wait!

    I don't want this to end just yet..

Thursday, 20 January 2011

  • Moments like these..

    Subway has been my best friend ever since wrestling season started. Without it, I would literally DIE of starvation, and if it weren't for Nick's mom bringing me/him/us Subs at almost every match and tourney :]

    I take too many pictures! I think, my healthy diet, is working! Working out hard, keeping myself hydrated, using water as a placebo for food, and eating fruits is really helping, and I like it! It's times like these that make me wonder, man Why didn't I ever do this before?

    I under appreciate my life too much, it's a bad habit, it's a bad trait, it's something that I want to change, something that I will change. It's the small things in life, like my friends, or what little I have, and the hugs that I get within a day, that actually make my day. I've realized, the more hugs I get in a day, the happier I am, the more satisfied I am, the more cheerful I end up being by the end of the night. 

    Every moment worth catching, I've tried taking a snap of it on my camera. As most of you already know, I bring my camera to school on my neck to have some sweet memories to look back on. 

    I don't text as much anymore, and I find that I feel so much more free without it. I feel relieved, knowing that my life isn't fully dependent on my phone anymore. I've lessened my text messages to maybe 6000 texts a month, and I've never felt so accomplished. 

     

    Wrestling season is ending, and I'm genuinely sad.. My first official sports season is also my last, and it's coming to an end.. How bittersweet. Well, at least I can start tricking now (:

Wednesday, 22 December 2010

  • There's no place like home!

    I've realized, that I enjoy my food and sleep much more than I should. Every morning, I think of food hunting! Eventually, that equates to another 10 minutes of sleep, me pulling out a movie, and then raiding the local freezer/fridge.

    Recently, I've been thinking about a certain someone more than usual. To the point where whenever I think of his smile, I can't help but get all fuzzy inside..

    For the past 3 or 4 days, I've been eating at least 2 hash browns each morning, 4 sausage links, and 1 egg. I swear my cholesterol is gonna hit the ceiling and splatter. I've been eating, just for the hell of it, not even because I'm hungry, but simply because I think I need to eat. How terrible.

    Every moment I spend with him, is a moment worth having, a moment worth cherishing. Harry Potter truly does bring us together, <3

    Ramen isn't enough sometimes, strangely enough. I always need a little something more, like a Poptart, it serves as a chaser after all that noodle :D

    I've become reckless with myself, more willing to do different things, even if they are slightly dangerous. Is it worth it? I'm not sure yet.

    I miss my friends, more than usual. The only downside of Christmas break is that I'm usually home alone, well, I'm usually alone. It's depressing. Where's all this joy that I'm hearing about on the radio? Lucky bastards that have that certain joy.

    I love you Nick.

Friday, 10 December 2010

  • <31007 and TGIF!

    Today has been, in my eyes, a very successful day (: I don't think I've been sad at all today, just a little frustrated. Of course, one and only made it better. 

    Friday's will always be the highlight of my week. I can't imagine any other day can take its place! Tomorrow, Cypress Springs Panther Wrestlers are going to the last tournament of this year! We're gonna beast it up in 2011, bitches better watch out! I can't be any more proud of my team. Last night's meet against Mayde Creek and Jersey Village was a complete success, in my eyes. Everyone looked great, made me wanna cry tears of joy, honestly.

    I thank God for everything I've been blessed with. For the select people that I truly care about, you know it. For every one who I don't like, just stay away from me, I'm not dealing with your pointless bullshit (:

    I've realized that no matter how outgoing I am with my friends, I will never volunteer myself for anything that includes me standing up in front of a classroom and doing a presentation. Never. I will piss myself and hold a cockroach in my bare hands before I ever volunteer myself. I hate having the spotlight on me, completely. I hate having all eyes on me, I hate the pressure. I will most likely never get over this fear, and I honestly have no problem with that.

    Anyway, I've said too much already. Bed time!

Wednesday, 08 December 2010

  • I have no shame! & Christmas!

    I really truly don't have any shame in saying that I do enjoy listening to Justin Bieber's music. It's not cause I think the kid is cute or anything, I'm not a cougar. But it's just music. Why make a big deal out of something over how they look, or the tone of their voice, and let that get in the way of your preference of music.

    I have no shame in saying that I talk to my fish a lot. I hold conversations with him and I'm glad to say that he sits there and listens to me and doesn't talk back! No, I'm not crazy. Just very animate with my objects around me.

    Christmas has pushed me into that kind of mood. I'm doing things that I normally wouldn't do for no reason whatsoever.

    1) I have a greater desire to cook something sweet and bring it up to school, like cookies, cakes, or brownies.

    2) Hot chocolate is just the medicine to calm me down and warm my soul. I now find myself in my kitchen making hot chocolate and sneaking it into my room so my mom doesn't know that I'm getting a sugar high at 11PM.

    3) My sugar craving has indeed intensified! 

    4) I cuddle with my friends when I go in for hugs, just because they're soooo warm and/or comfortable!

    Another day, another way. 

    I'm running on maybe 3 hours of sleep. I'm out!